So I've been MIA for awhile and have actually withdrawn a little from the computer. A part of me feels guilty about posting about what is going on with me for the simple fact that there are so many people that have been dealing with IF for so much longer then I have.
I feel guilty that I'm carrying a little bean and there are so many women that are so deserving of this! I don't want anyone to feel like I'm rubbing it in their face, because I was at that point during the journey of trying when every BFP would hurt so much more. I am praying for each and everyone of you still doing everything you can do get that little bean snuggled inside you!
I think your guilt is something every IF struck woman experiences if they grew into a personal relationship with other IF women. We are happy for you, remember that. There may be days where we can't read or don't comment but we still love you and pray for you the same.
ReplyDeleteWhen is your first ultrasound? I am going to ask this question on CTP too...but what color was your spotting and what did it look like? Like cm wise....
You earned this! you too ttc for many months with many bfn and you finally got your bfp!! :)your not rubbing anything in! I am truly happy for you! keep us updated!!
ReplyDeleteI know I'm not quite in your situation (or the situation you were in) but I don't feel as though you should feel guilty at all about your dreams coming true. This is a very exciting thing for you guys and you have every right (and also deserve) this! I am SO very excited for you guys and I know how much this means to you even if you don't express it on here. :)
ReplyDeleteI would shout it to the world! I am so excited to hear about your updates and your pregnancy journey!!!! You shouldn't feel guilty at all, we are all so excited about this!!!!!! Please, do keep us updated... I'm wondering every day how you are doing!
ReplyDeletethank you ladies! ((HUGS))
ReplyDeletehaven't heard from you in a few days! Hope all is going well with you and baby!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteAshley I know things are rough at the moment, make sure you still reach out, so many women care for you and will be praying for you. If you are able, write out your feelings it will help in the future. Lots of love and prayers being sent your way.
ReplyDeletedid something happen, jess??
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