That your temper and patience are much shorter than you ever thought.
That infertility is not as rare as you was led to believe.
That infertility is not as rare as you was led to believe.
That you would find it extremely difficult to be happy for other people's pregnancies and you would burst into tears upon hearing their news.
That you faith in God would be tested heavily.
That you would make so many new, wonderful friends who totally get how you feel because we all suffer from the same affliction of infertility.
That it could hurt so much to lose your innocence.
That you are very bitter towards unmarried accidental pregnancies, and slightly bitter towards married accidental pregnancies.
That there is nothing to aid conception in the water at work, despite what some may say.
That you are so glad your neice/nephew was born when she/he was, early in our ttc, because if she/he was born now you don't think you could deal with it.
That someone you thought to be your best friend would hurt you by saying that she was sick of hearing about your efforts at ttc.
That you'd discover who my true friends are, both IRL and online.
That you'd ever be able to bond with your step-sister (also infertile).
That you'd be glad to know that you have PCOS - because at least I know what's wrong.
That you would know about other peoples' BD, CP, CM but not know there real name, their DH's name, or their occupation.
That you could spend so much time and money on figuring out what your body is doing (or not doing).
That you would have to rely on doctors to give you the final say-so on what you can or can't do (on a med/procedure break forced by your RE against your wishes)
That foreplay would consist of DH asking "How's your cervix today"
That an HSG will tell you more than just whether or not your tubes are blocked. you had no idea your uterus could be misshaped.
That one person could be "cursed" with so many different fertility problems.
That you should have become a gyno-which you think at this point you know more then some.
That some people just say the wrong things.
That a simple blood test costs $648!
That sex would ever become a chore!
That actually having a miscarriage would allow you to understand the loss that others have felt.
That miscarriage would make you want a baby even more than before!
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