Today is a exactly a month from the day that we found out that we were going to loose our little bean. Today is really hard. It makes me sad but on the days I feel guilty for feeling good. I feel like I'm forgetting about our baby. And I know our baby was just a little bean but I don't want to ever forget him or her. I don't want him or her to every feel like we have forgot about them. *sigh*
Ash you will never forget, and scars will forever remain. I wish you didn't have to be going through this. The pain is something only a women who has experienced a loss will ever know. If you need to talk, I am here for you. It has been a year and 2 months since my first loss. And I still have good days and bad days. Love ya girly
ReplyDeleteMy heart is with you. I wish there was something I could say to comfort you.
ReplyDeleteWe are coming up on a year of our most recent pregnancy loss. The good days happen more frequently, I promise. I understand exactly what you mean about feeling guilty about good days, we went through that for a bit of time.
I am here for you.