Well the new year has started and I hope it only gets better! NYE Mike and I decided to stay home. We had a nice quiet evening and did some work around the house. Yesterday was a little harder than I wanted to start off the new year alone but I am trying to stay positive. I was supposed to take it off and go to our first official ultrasound. Unfortunately, that didn't happening. I am still having harder days sometimes but I know that's to be expected (especially since I had to endure the hospital visit for the Methotraxate shot twice because of their mess up)! Today marks 3 weeks since we found out we would be loosing our little one. I've been trying to stay busy but in the back of my mind I know that the thoughts are still there.
I started back to the gym this week. I've defiantly missed it but with everything that was going on it was the farthest from my mind. It feels good to get back and I'm hoping to lose at least 40 lbs before our cruise sometime this summer.
So now its off to bed for another day with the littles tomorrow. Good night*
Stay positive Ashley! I know it's hard but that actually makes things the easiest. The last couple weeks have been the hardest for me as well and then here soon, we're approaching 6 months already. The mile stones never end. You are still in my thoughts and prayers. If you need anything let me know! I'm always here! ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI have been thinking of you a lot lately. How are you doing? Like really. The honest truth. ♥ Love you bunches and I sincerely hope this year brings us BOTH answers to our wildest hopes and dreams.
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